my first post

i'm usually an old school diary keeper. so having my thoughts (most probs rants because i'm just the biggest angry guy ever and can be quite a hater too hahaha) out in the big world wide web is kinda scary but at the same time exciting. everyone is listening. no-one is listening. only recently have i been getting into other peoples blogs that i finally gave into temptaion and decided to start my own. even if i'm the only one who ends up reading this, i'm still happy i'm doing it. woop woop for me! lolz

this is going to be my 'dr.phil'.. i am everyone elses dr.phil, but have none of my own. so my blog is like, what i guess people in the states do when they go to therapy.. except they pay sh*t loads to lie on a couch and pour themselves out to someone who's supposedly listening. well i don't have the money for that ish, so instead of lying on a couch pouring out my soul, i'm sitting on my own couch doing it for free hahahaha