all i can say about my current situation is: WTF?! are you serious?
*sigh*
"i always miss out for you"
"you look after your friends but you can't look after anyone else"
yes, mumzy is at it again. everything was going ka pai 'til we got to pak'n'save and i asked her to buy me a packet of toffee pops so i could make truffles tonight 'coz i was a couple of dollars short. then she got in a huff! i was like, honestly?! nah don't worry about it then, i can just use one packet. she muttered some shit under her breath and walked off to pay for them & went straight to the car. when i caught up and thanked her, she'd started 'the silent treatment'. i thought to myself, here we go again. i can't believe i have to put up with this bull shit. we got home, and then i asked her how much butter i needed to put into the truffle mixture. butter? you don't put any butter in it, she snapped back. then came the classic lines "i always miss out for you... you look after your friends but you can't look after anyone else." i was like, don't you even get me started. (in my head of course haha i'd probs make her cry if i began a battle) i could not wait to blog this shit! hahahaha
so i didn't bother telling her that i wasn't graduating. (i've told the rest of my family, and they've been really supportive!) amazingly, my nana felt really sorry for me and said not to get too up set because i might fall into 'temptation' and proceeded to explain things like sex & drugs to me. it was akkward but hey, i'd rather that, then her be mad! lolz anyways...
what i felt like turning around and saying was, "well i'm not graduating next year, and i'm planning on moving to samoa to work. then you won't have to worry about missing out ever again, the house will always be tidy and you'll have millions of dollars to spend on yourself (HAHA whatever!) instead of me bludging off you, you'll never have to worry about picking me up at 3 o'clock in the morning after clubs and you'll be super happy ALL BY YOURSELF!" dahahahahahaha
fuck that would've been awesome. but no, i just 'took it' (HAHA) and let her rave on like the hypocrite she denies she is and now she's gone to her room (thank god) and i'm free to make my damn truffles in peace,
"i always miss out for you" HAHA good one mumzy! don't try and guilt trip me. IT WILL NOT WORK! ummm there's thing called, what's it called? oh yeah TERMINATION. maybe you should've thought about it 23 years ago. lmao (man, one day i'm gonna acidently blurt that joke out to her). you never thought about 'missing out for me' when you left me here and moved to samoa to 'find yourself'. nah bro, you were the crazy party girl with no responsibilities, living the good life ('coz your family in NZ were picking up your slack and raising me instead), yes you wrote to me as much as your could *ahem* (every month or every second month) but um, i also remember counting down the sleeps 'til you came home for school holidays only to be told by nana "your mum has gone to fiji for the holidays with her friends instead.. maybe she'll visit next holidays". lmao, yes i TOTALLY have "mommy issues". don't fuck with me, 'coz i'll win. when i'm gone, YOU'LL be the one missing me, living in regret and begging me to come home to visit. (and ya know what, even if she she didn't, i wouldn't feel bad, or even suprised. i actually don't have feeling.. must be the express milk LMAO)
ok, that's all from me and my experiences of living with a dickhead. i'm not even gonna get started on the friends comment. i'll save that for another time, when i have an example to disect and rave on about hahahaha better go get started on my truffles aye?
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