*SHRUGS SHOULDERS...*

ok this is why i totally don't get christian people.

so i was chatting to my cousin on-line and he mentioned that him & his mate were in training to be youth leaders at their church. and i was like "OMG are you serious? who the hell are the leaders now?" and he named 3 people that when i used to go to that youth group were like, the babies and we all were like, this is for high-school kids, NOT primary school kids (and kinda hated on them haha) anyways, they're in their 2nd year of uni now and apparently leading the church youth. (sort of a big deal when you're an islander... but nothing i ever aspired to do!)

anyways, i was i thought to myself wtf? and my cousin was like, "yup, great youth leaders, great drinking buddies, great all rounders really" and i was just like ummm is it just me, or does anyone else see what is wrong with this picture??? how can you be all preachy preachy to the youth on a friday night, and then go out and get fucked up on saturday night? (or even that night)

this is why i get edgy when it comes to people and their faith. i think it's a personal thing ya know? i mean, all power to you for what you do and don't believe in. but keep it to yourself. know what i mean? like, don't go round saying how to be a good christian etc etc etc if you're known to get shit faced every weekend on cruisers (yes, they're those girls i ranted about before lmao), dance slutty on table tops, and wear trashy clothes thinking you're hott, and root all the boys.

i don't understand how you can LEAD when:
a) you act like fucken dicks when you drink,
b) can't handle your alcohol
c) LIE to your parents about your weekend activities (i mean seriously, i can't believe the "we're having a DVD weekend" excuse that works time and time again)

i could be wrong, but these aren't very christian morals/vaules and you're meant to be LEADING young, influential teens to head in the 'right direction' or whatever?! sorry, but i am TOTALLY not down with this ish.

this is why i am eternally greatful that i wasn't raised in a corrupt island church (LMAO) white is right- go the catholics! hahaha