LOTUS TEMPLE...

mean building! reminded me of the sydney opera house. i was hoping for air con inside, but no. what i did find though, was a peaceful place just to clear my head.


a friendly reminder to anyone who is planning to go sightseeing during a hot indian summer day- don't wear clothes made out of synthetic fibers so you'll look good in photos... they actually TRAP the heat and make you sweat like even more of a mo' fo'... synthetic fiber is not your friend. i learnt my lesson the hard way.

cringe factor? high.

hahaha i am small in love with chuck bass on gossip girl... there's no tv in the delhi house, so before i left ho chi minh city i stocked up on dvds and got sucked into buying the complete boxed set of gossip girl. i used to loathe chuck. (like seriously) but now? he's the guy i love to hate. and think is hott lmao

“Love, like death, changes everything.”

today my nana emailed me to say that she had to the cat down this morning. we've been O.G'z at #21 for the last 13 years. so this is to you leni, you were the runt of the litter, i saved yo' ass because everyone told me not to pick you 'coz you were so sickly looking. but you were the only 'coloured' one amongst all the rangas and i totally had to have you. you defied death more than 9 times and cost us a fortune hahaha but you saved me too. i might of looked insane-o talking to my cat, but meh! the shit you'd have on me if you were able to tell the secrets i told you. thanks for your service fat girl. i'll miss you, even though sometimes you annoyed the shit outta me haha

now my hamil-tron plans are *pending*.. because mumzy is just fucken useless, i am considering closer to home options to do post grad teaching, so i can keep an eye on my nana. she's basically my everything, so yea. i don't have to, i haven't been asked to, or made to, or guilt tripped into doing it... i want to.
she raised me. (kind of still is haha)
so what is a year of my life compared to all of hers that she's given to me? not really a difficult decision, but just don't want to set it in concrete yet. more over, if these guys decide to buy a house in nz (most probs palmy.. and it won't be a crap one either) i am more than likely going to live in it. soooo even though that would mean another fucken year in palmy, as long as i'm out of park road, i'll be sweet as. i'm kinda putting the pressure on these guys to come back to nz in july and look for my (hahaha) opps i mean their damn house before i go to samoa...
which by the way, is sort of non-existent at the moment because i have not heard from my aunty AT ALL for the last 2 months. yet my nana (the other one) was saying that she was tryna hunt me down?! not cool. it looks as if my sister will be over there before me, and she was the one who was meant to be visiting ME! (small gutted)

as for my friend boy... 12 days to go hahaha (HE has the countdown going on NOT me!!!) should be interesting to see where this goes when i get back.

looking forward to heading back to palmy, but not at the same time.

miss my cat. small sad that i didn't get to say goodbye. (just like my granddad) and she got put down on the anniversary of when mumzys younger brother died (randomly in his sleep... a month after his 30th) so today will be remembered for the loss of 2 of our family members.

peace!

BUSINESS CLASS.. I DON'T WANNA FLY ANY OTHER WAY!

after you see how the rest of the world travels, of course you wouldn't wanna go back to cattle class.. alas, (yes, i just said alas haha) i have to fly from delhi to nz in gaybo economy :P

SEE YOU AT 8, AT INDIA GATE...

a week in new delhi, and i'm still alive. it's actually alright. i'm just happy that our wi-fi is up & running. i have nothing to complain about now. life is good. food here is shitty as though.

living in the defence colony, and it's ka pai. i can where my shorts and t-shirts without a hassle.. but i made the mistake of leaving the colony in shorts and a singlet the other day. not good! got the what up's from all the women & girls for exposing my arms and ankles and i was in constant fear that the police men were gonna beat me. i just hid behind my faux bans and pretended like it was nothing (but really, i was shitting myself haha)

they really hate my hair over here too haha. so i make an effort to wear it in it's natural frizzy state, or tie it up in a big boofy pony tail lolz i was advised that i needed to cut it all one length, straighten it & wear it down... umm how about eat a dick bro? lmao i do what i want. (without causing massive offence of course)

gotta go un-pack all the boxes that arrived by DHL this morning.

peace!

ROUND ONE: GOES TO ME...

look at who is miss smug pants at the moment. hahaha he apologised. not only was real good, it was utterly sincere too (i know, straight up want to vomit in my mouth material coming from me right now huh? ) he went as far as explaining what he meant (which was way off what i had emailed him about haha) so we're all good again. but in my books? that was a win on my behalf lolz

to be continued?

maybe...

MY *ANGRY PANTS* EMAIL (HAHA)

well, like i said before, that photobomb blog really made me laugh. so this is what i just emailed the fucker. can't wait for his reply. (that's a lie. i totally can haha) i don't wanna hear it to be honest :P but oh well!


heeeellz no did you just leave me like that... do you realise how much i want to strangle you right now?
you might've killed my breakfast, but i'm not gonna let it wreck the rest of my day. i'm not even going to apologize because i'm unsure as to what i've done wrong this time. what's up? if you're trying to hint at me to read between the lines, i don't get it. if you have something on your mind or you wanna say something, then speak. or else, forever hold your peace. only you know what is going on in you head, and i'm not a mind reader. like that thing, said- don't let anyone (eg, me) railroad you into making a decision/s you disagree with. see ya.