CREATIVITY CANNOT BE FLICKED ON AND OFF LIKE A LIGHT SWTICH...

i'm at school, planned to do some productive work towards my assignment because i don't actually have a finished product yet, and i need to have it done by the end of next week. so far, i've managed to spend all my time procrastinating- 2 hours spent with 2 of the girls at burger king, and the rest of the time on the net looking at things not even remotely connected to my assignment.

it's pouring down outside, and i can't be bothered walking home with all my books i got out at the library. man i hope stace returned my library book she took 'coz it's racked up $60 in fines already!!!

it's not the motivation that's holding me back, it's the inspiration. i want to do it, but can't think of any brilliant ideas. acutally, i don't need any new ideas. i've got everything, but i've got to link it all together logically and it's just not what i want to be doing right now.

my form of escape is in youtube hahaha i keep watching music videos that remind me of summer. it's meant to almost be here but it's friggin' cold & wet outside. JL'z gone home for a quick sesh to just bring it down a level. she's designing a t-shirt for tiki tane to wear in a couple of weeks at one of his gigs. friggin' cool job, but it's just come to her at the wrong time. too much school work she should be focusing on. yea, i'd be peaking and in need of a smoke too i guess haha but i'd totally do it like she is.

instead, i've only got the youtube high going for me. it's all i can afford too lmao i can't speak french, but i think the accent is sexy. especially when tall, dark, tahitian boys speak english with a heavy french accent. absolute hotness.

the mac lab is slowly emptying out. people have done what they've come here to do. except for me it seems.

i feel like a hot fudge sunday from dennys. i cannot believe we don't have a dennys. i feel like an ice-cream. goody gum-drops and cookies&cream. they're my favourite flavours. i feel like some kinda cake. definitly not chocolate. i've over done the chocolate cake by baking one every weekend for the last month and a bit. i feel like banana cake. or carrot cake. something sweet anyways.

yup. i'm stuck in a rut... again!