i've worked myself up so much, i'm really ill.
nausea, back ache, head ache, fever, you name it, i'm feeling it. which is weird. considering i love travel and i do not want to be feeling sick tomorrow! why me? why now? fuck the world. feel awful no matter what i do. even sleep makes me feel worse. the smell of food makes me wanna puke. i can't even fart without feeling like i'll be touching cloth if i do lmao (gross but true) i don't want to go away for 3 months, i don't want to work, i don't want to leave nz when it's at it's best- during summer. i want to go to my dads. i want to chillax and go swimming at the beach everyday. i want to hang out with my friends. i don't want to go.
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