WHAT A GOOD BITCH...

i had a big cry to my BFF over email about not wanting to be here, and being the good bitch she is, she perked me up. god bless the girls you once loathed, sprerd rumours about, ran away from, and teased back in the day and who are now the ones you love so much you'd take a bullet for. (hmmm, except when she's pissing me off hahahaaha)

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are you home sick? that sucks, it really is just a combination of being sick, missing home and not being around familiar things that usually make you feel better when your sick. Dont' worry bro it will certainly pass. Once you get use to your surroundings and find your place it will pass. I know you would rather be other places right now but your going to have to make the most of what your doing. I hated brisbane but I had to make the most of it cos you learn from these things. Look at the upside, your out of Palmerston North, you have a job and your earning money plus you can use the experience that your getting for better jobs later.

as for what they're telling you, its just an idea, you DONT have to do it, they may give you a lot in life and etc etc but you dont have to do something you dont want to. You stick with the plan you have, the plan you want to do and make sure you let her know that. Dont let intelligent conversation and people who are "smarter" than you throw you off or make you feel any less. Knowing lots about a lot of things doesnt mean you know whats better for another persons life. Dont stress man, just take the problems as they come to you. You have three months to work out what you want to do and gather your thoughts...use them.

Just eat the food you want - surely there are things that aren't deep fried....please tell me this - ill die if thats the case, i cant live on that shit either.

Let me know how it goes okay. Get better, stay strong and think postive. I'll send postive happy healing vibes to you. Make the most it and dont get down on yourself. You want to get better. Next time i talk to you I want you to be 20% hahah

get a landline or something something and ill ring you sometime, we can talk shit like we do best

have a good day....kia kaha kare..

love love xxxxx


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i had to omit some stuff, but you get the jist of it. she followed her email up by calling me and told me to pull my fucken head in hahahaha big luvz to you run rev! xo