i am not coping.
nope. i am totally FUCKED OFF right now. do this, do that, have you done this? why did you do that? why isn't that finished? where's this? oh look, i did it way faster than she could've.
can everyone just fuck off and give me a break?
i want to cry... but i won't. because only pussies cry. as my dad says "harden up".
so instead, i'm seriously considering developing an eating disorder so i can feel that i have some control over at least SOMETHING in my life. (sorry about my insensitivty to anyone who has had or is currently recovering from an eating disorder.)
now i'm being told to cease work and relax with everyone to watch a dvd, when less than 10mins ago they were breathing down my neck about getting all this shit down.
i mean WTF?! no wonder bloody why people go fucken insane-o.
i'm not cut out for this job. i don't want to return to NZ but i don't want to be here either. fuck the world.
i think i've just totally copied the nerd at the cool tables "fuck you friday". (i'm so sorry bro.)
but it's friday and it's a BIG gigantic FUCK YOU FRIDAY on my behalf.
p.s: i usually don't use the "F-Word" this frequently in real life. but this is the internet and not real life. not one reads this shit anyway.
fuck you for not reading about my problems hahahahaha.
ok i feel better now.
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