so they say.
it was too much, too soon.
i knew that but as usual, chose to ignore it.
now... now i got the "we need to talk" line. ohhhhhh noooooooz. i'm the WORST when i've gotta be serious. i hate serious talks. i will screw it up, so that if there were to be a second chance, i would've ruined it by being a dick during the talk. it's just how i do. it's easier to laugh and joke about shit, than be mature about it. it saves from my feelings getting hurt, and even though they get hurt coz i'm being an asshole and just laughing it off, it's easier for me to do that, than hurt them for reals.
what a crappy way to begin the week.
and once again, here i am waiting for an email.
not good.
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